Studying subjects I have never learnt before. Entering University is like a start over for me. Everything's new. Every single coursemate, every lecturer, everyone is new to me. It's like my life is restart. I can start to be serious and put in all my effort for my current studies. It doesn't matter anymore how much I score in my previous big and small exams, what I get in STPM, how I fail and fail my math. All the As, the Fs, the Cs, just doesn't matter anymore. I'm secretly grateful that I can refresh my studies. I can choose how I'm treating it. How I'm gonna act to my current study loads. It's not like form six isn't useful, which in fact, it is. It's just that at this point it's merely an experience to me, all those knowledge, they are just knowledge and nothing else. I wouldn't have to hold on to math T and chemistry. I can just let go, which is something I'm happy to do. I swear I'm going to do my best here. I...